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| A helper? Yeah, that's me. Instead of joining DRAMA as a team member like I have done for the past 5 sessions, I'm going to be a helper. It's going to be quite a change, but for this session, it's something that I needed to do.
I think it will be nice to step back for a while, and watch what's going on, rather than be in the midst of it all. But I still get to be somewhat involved by helping in any way that I possibly can. I'm pretty excited for training camp.
Okay, I can't lie... I'll really miss being on a team, and miming (a shocker, right? lol). I'll miss being able to go on stage, and tell people about the Gospel... But I know that God will show me new ways to do all that. I really want to impact someone's life for the better; I really want something big to happen. It's hard to explain... I'm not even sure where I'm going this this =P
Basically, I'm waiting to see what God's plan is behind all this. I think it will be a brand new experience, and I think it will be awesome.
MUCH love,
--> Blythe
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| *sigh* I don't want to be sixteen (my birthday is February 19th... It's coming so fast!). Can't I be fifteen for just a little longer? =[ I don't feel ready to grow up more. Growing up is a never-ending (and scary) process... I can only imagine all the growth and stretching that I'm going to go through as a sixteen-year-old...
On the bright side, I will be turning into the woman of God that he wants me to be. That's exciting :).
There's no point in being scared. Because God has everything under control. I feel silly right now, sitting here, thinking of how scary this whole growing process will be. I feel disgusted with myself, too.
Hmmm... I'm at a loss for words. This abrupt stop to this blog entry was brought to you by yours truely...
--> Blythe
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| A new year? How weird... All the other years came so easily to me. Yet I have such a hard time absorbing the fact that it's 2009. I'm not sure why. I think a lot will change this year. Every year brings change, that's true... But at least I can go into this year with the expectation of lots of growth and change.
--> Blythe | | |
| My parents were given to me from God, to guide me into becoming an adult...
So why on earth don't I respect them like i should? If I fully understood the fact that GOD himself chose MY parents for ME... I think I would respect my parents a lot more.
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--> Blythe | | |
| I'm scared. But I can feel God's presence... And I know He's with me.
Loving my Heavenly Daddy,
--> Blythe
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